dad, sister is on fire. shut up and get the marshmallows.

better late than never

2007-04-16T13:04:58Z

3w3wee3e4r5trtddd44

wow...and this whole time i could of knew Sarah.
the sun is rising.

chinese__rocks @ 2006-10-25T20:46:00

2006-10-26T03:46:49Z

YOYO WHAT IT IS?

life sure does have its twists

2006-08-09T08:05:18Z

we just gotta keep moving onward.

You can't put your arms around a memory

2006-06-16T02:46:57Z

It doesn't pay to try, All the smart boys know why, It doesn't mean I didn't try, I just never know why. Feel so cold and all alone, Cause baby, you're not at home. And when I'm home Big deal, I'm still alone. Feel so restless, I am, Beat my head against a pole Try to knock some sense, down in my bones. And even though they don't show, The scars aren't so old And when they go, They let you know You can't put your arms around a memory You can't put your arms around a memory You can't put your arms around a memory Don't try, don't try You're just a bastard kid, And you got no name Cause you're living with me, We're one and the same And even though they dont show, They scars aren't so old And when they go, They let you know You can't put your arms around a memory You can't put your arms around a memory You can't put your arms around a memory Don't try, don't try You can't put your arms around a memory You can't put your arms around a memory You can't put your arms around a memory Don't try, don't try this is the beginning of the end.

chinese__rocks @ 2006-02-09T10:43:00

2006-02-09T18:44:31Z

YO YO YO DOODS!!

WHATUUUUUUUUUUUUUP!?@

chinese__rocks @ 2005-12-11T01:55:00

2005-12-11T09:56:54Z

chinese__rocks @ 2005-12-01T17:30:00

2005-12-02T01:33:51Z

THE KING OF LJ IS BACK!!@

:D

do you miss me?

2005-12-01T00:26:00Z

i dont use lj anymore

I HATE MYSPACE.

2005-11-11T12:57:41Z

THEY FUCKING DELETED MY ANALLY ABORTED FETUS ACCOUNT

WHACK ASS MICKY MOUSE TRICK BITCHES :/

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ANALLY ABORTED FETUS [R.I.P]

I dont wanna be here alone, please come, people

2005-09-16T19:52:52Z

SUDAY SEPTEMBER 18, 2005

Sugarlight Productions Presents

Battle of the Bands

ME [ANALLY ABORTED FETUS w/ Ish on guest guitar] vs 6 otherbands

@ The Larchmont.
5657 Melrose Ave
Hollywood, CA 90038

$8.00

get tickets off me so I can get a good time slot! and cum root for me cause winner is judged by the audience applause. please come show some fucking support!!@ :D -jaime

DOOOODS!!@

2005-05-12T22:01:56Z

pft!@

chinese__rocks @ 2005-04-03T21:30:00

2005-04-04T04:30:34Z

THE POPE JOHN PAUL II DIED.

R.I.P

$$$

2005-03-31T01:55:48Z

OHMYGOD MY COUSIN JENNIFER JUST WON $50,000 ON FEAR FACTOR!!!!!@

ohmyfuckinggod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@

ihatemyself

2005-03-21T21:49:34Z

fuck.

what DO i deserve?

theres only one thing in the entrire fucking universe that i want, and i cant have it because its not mutual.

how can it not be? im still head over heels in love and my heart still belongs to only one person, and that person doesnt want it.

OUCH.

its been 8months+ and its still that easy for you to lie to me, expect me not to react, then when i do(like anyone else wouldve), flip the situation so that i end up blaming myself and being the heartbroken one that gets the short end of the stick.

i dont know what the fuck to do. where is my life going now? wheres my future? wheres my stability? wheres my comfort? my safe haven? my shoulder to cry on? my best-friend? my soulmate? my baby? my sweetie? my princess? my goodnight kisses? my shotgunning partner? my other half? wheres my love?

you said you felt like i dove back into your heart, and that you felt completion again...did you mean it?

all i want is you, & im sorry i cant make you feel that way about me anymore :'(

jesus fucking christ...i guess this is what i deserve.

chinese__rocks @ 2005-02-21T01:06:00

2005-02-21T09:06:42Z

i love you so much...

chinese__rocks @ 2005-02-19T11:05:00

2005-02-19T19:05:23Z

I FUCKING LOVE YOU PRINCESS BABY<33

yes, i know its only 11am

2005-01-27T19:11:43Z

lastnight was so fun. i miss my baby.

my hand still smells like chocolate rasberry...

(LUBE!@)

chinese__rocks @ 2005-01-21T08:42:00

2005-01-21T16:42:30Z

Shared Lovejournal (with my baby)

2005-01-16T18:25:29Z

SAN_JULIAN

it'll never be the same

2005-01-11T07:04:40Z

i think im gonna throw up.

Love, Actually

2004-12-21T03:59:29Z

TODAY

Olympia, this weekend was very...hectic, we'll say. I was an asshole for the most part of it. well, not the most part, but any is plenty. i really wish i could go back in time these past couple days (5 actually) and change things. we were together for a week baby, i guess being around eachother so long, given the circumstances, made me treat you shitty. im so sorry. i hate apologies with a passion, but im fucking sorry. you were definately right the time you said you dont know what youve got til you lose it, except that i knew what i had, i just took it for granted i guess. i appreciate you & everything youve done for me, and youve done more than you think. when i talked to you and you said all those things today, i was suprised. i really didnt think when i left earlier, that id come home to that. i expected things to be okay, when really they werent. thats where i fuck up, i say i dont expect things but i guess i really do. why would things be okay after that? i left you. alone. without a goodbye, a hug, a kiss... i just left. i wanted to turn around so badly and pin you to the wall and kiss you til you made me stop. but i didnt, because my pride was too big to swallow, but you know what? FUCK THAT. FUCK PRIDE. FUCK THE WAY I ACTED. youre my baby, my fucking princess. im so stupid to treat you how i did, and i regret it so much. im sorry. fuck, i hate myself. why did i do that? why didnt i just turn back around and give in to your beautiful face like i always do? what was differet today? fuck. i fucked up, like always.

SO, now all i can do now is learn from my mistakes. and what i did today, was one of the biggest mistakes ive ever made. so from here on out, i'll try my hardest to make sure things will be perfect between us. wanna know why i know they will be? because we WANT them to be. i want so badly just to make you the happiest girl on earth, and treat you how you should be treated and just love you like no other. I want you to be glad you gave me another chance. i want you to be happy.

p.s.

you look so hott here. i miss you :(

PICTURETRAIL CANCELLED THE ACCOUNT THESE PICS WERE ON...FUCKING BASTARDS!!@

chinese__rocks @ 2004-12-14T17:02:00

2004-12-15T01:05:45Z

rough night @ the office

AWE;

2004-12-10T07:49:25Z

baby stabbed me in the finger and i bled a lot.

but of course, we kissed & made up and i forgive her.

the end. you suck. were better.

rolemodels;

2004-12-05T08:18:20Z

chinese__rocks @ 2004-12-03T10:36:00

2004-12-03T18:40:32Z

baby hurry the fuck up & get out of school so i can come back, ive only been home for an hour so far and im bored and i miss you.